the sunflower grown within the shade
stan • he/him/his • 25 (17.04)
waits for summer to this day...
i'm stan!
i'm a dutch trans man in his 20s
that likes to draw, translate, and
overanalyse literally everything ever
NL • ENG • 日本語
i have a variety of mental disorders that affect my behavior and relationships with others, such as autism, ADHD, PTSD and OCDfurthermore, i am not perfect and will inevitably make mistakes, most likely due to ignorance on a topic. i appreciate being educated or given a source to do it myself, because i want to do right by others and better myself as a personi'd like to keep my environment safe
and my relationships stable,
so please keep in mind the following...
don't follow me if you are racist, LGBTphobic, ableist or otherwise make fun of people with special interests and hyperfixationsi don't really vibe with extremists on either side because they enable my black-and-white thinking; if i find you are going too far for my comfort, i probably won't hesitate to cut contactif you are the type of person that guilt trips people into posting about things and believe they are a bad person if they don't, please don't follow me either
| phobias | triggers | fandom |
|---|---|---|
| arachnids | pedophilia | mercibert |
| disasters | bigotry | azure moon hate |
| war | politics | ship wars |
| — | violence&abuse | — |
i blacklist these things because i either
have frequent obsessive and intrusive thoughts regarding these topics; find them scary; or they're just squicks (like the fandom ones)as such, failure to stick to my guidelines will
unfortunately result in me unfollowing youmy catch-all tag is #stan don't look
i love collecting titles&personality types!
i tend to hyperfixate a lot and may
post about things sporadically
i also like being tagged in things
| TV | comics&books | music |
|---|---|---|
| criminal minds | angel maker | BFS |
| dungeon meshi | four leaf | eve |
| inside no. 9 | homestuck | FAKE TYPE |
| manifest | schoolbus graveyard | kurage-p |
| mr. osomatsu | sweet home | queen |
| PMMM | — | vocaloid |
| steven universe | — | yonezu kenshi |
| squid game | — | milgram |
| yowamushi pedal | — | — |
| games | misc |
|---|---|
| ace attorney | character design |
| amnesia | criminal psychology |
| danganronpa | gender related topics |
| fire emblem | languages |
| ghost trick | literary analysis |
| hyper light drifter | psychology |
| legend of zelda | theology |
| minecraft | true crime |
| omori | — |
| painscreek killings | — |
| pokémon | — |
| professor layton | — |
| puyo puyo!! | — |
| RPGmaker horror | — |
| shinen resist | — |
| silent hill | — |
| sky: cotl | — |
| umineko | — |
| undertale | — |
i am aware that some of the media i consume or have consumed in the past is dubious at best. i don't condone any problematic aspects of anything and consume most things criticallyi am also not a part of the "true crime fandom", i merely think of it as a fascinating topic
i like being tagged in content of them!
still a wip, it's 6am and
there are too many...
you can find me on
and check out these links while you're at it!